So, i finally cut my hair…not a special one though…cos i just layered it…and i cut my fringe short…and there are still a little bit of curly from the last time i curled my hair…haha! Getting ready for chinese new year….yeah!!!!
can’t see the curl in this pic…nvmla..and yes..it’s edited. ahaha! cos my face looked horrible….i need to get lots and lots of rest to make my face looks fresher. haihz~
Do you what have i been doing lately?
I’ve been busy setting final exam questions for the whole last week. It’s done and just wait for the moderation and if i have to amend anything or not. I hope i don’t have too..It’s too tiring cos i have to do it at home instead of in the office where i don’t have any PRIVACY at ALL! Well, my office is in library so you know why.
And then, i’ve been busy shopping for chinese new year. I spent a lot on clothes and shoes. In fact, this is the first time i ever shop for so many things in my entire life…and it was soo cool to have my own money to spend. It feels so good that i’m actually afford to buy my own clothes. All these why i’ve been asking from my dad so .. yeah..it was so cool. But one bad thing now is…i’m so broke! I’ve been waiting for my salary to come out but it has been long waited and hopefully i can get it by tomorrow. Seriously, i’m so depress right now cos i have no money anymore! I don’t know what’s up with my big boss and my money isn’t in yet .. haihz~
And i’ve been thinking either to cut or curl my hair…i’m still hesitate to curl it even though i feel like wanna curl it…haihz~ maybe i’ll just go for normal hair cut first and wait till my hair is long enough then i’ll curl it again…or when i can get my own car…haihz..if like that i have to wait for many many years just to get one.. My sister will be getting a car in 1-2 days though…*sob* *sob*..i can’t afford a car. haihz~ so depress.
I’m so tired lately…as if i did not get enough sleep…for the last week..yeah..i don’t have enough sleep. but this week..hmm..weird…i suspect i will get sick..cos i’m having headache today. I hope i’m wrong though cos i don’t wanna get sick on chinese new year day!!!!
Lately..lately..lately…i’m so pissed off in certain things..at work and at home…haihz~
Have you ever wonder how people can be so successful?
And how people can be so lucky to get what they want?
And have you ever had a feeling of unfairness in certain things?
Even with the people you’re so close with…and still the feeling is there…
I wonder…do they even deserve to have that kind of privilege?
I wonder….was it my mistake that i cannot get what i want? Did i do anything wrong last time that i don’t deserve any fairness in this life?
I’ve sacrificed a lot of things..I’ve gave more than enough things to make everyone around me happy…and yet, it wasn’t enough? Why it always ends with a big disappointment and depression for me?..i wonder..
I don’t know..it’s just something that I wonder…
sorry..emo moment~
Ho Ho Ho..merry christmas!
Though 2 days had passed..but i’m still having christmas spirit. haha! I just love christmas. I somehow feel more peaceful during christmas compared to chinese new year. Yes, i do love chinese new year also…but chinese new year is more tiring for me..heheeh!
My christmas celebration here has been quite fun. We had a christmas party in my working place here .. it was cool..I’m still waiting for their pictures…don’t know when they gonna give me..haha! Meanwhile, i got few presents also by my collegues…hehe! i didn’t give them cos i did not prepare any…But it doesn’t matter. :p There was a christmas countdown in town square for the first time in sibu. I get to see the fireworks (not very good actually)..hehe! But apart from that, it was very good one..
Some of the present i got…during the party
Anyway, I wish you all a very blessed christmas and happy new year! I’ll be in miri in New Year…..working….*sniff sniff*
tee-hee!
So, last saturday i went to another shop to eat..it’s called noodle house. I’m not sure if it is a new cafe or not so we just went there randomly to try on new stuff. So it was good…apart from a little pricey…and it quite a good place for friends to hang out.
My fav Hot cocoa..hehe!
On the other occasion, my old classmates (primary school classmates) who came back to sibu for holiday (he stays in new zealand right now) wanted to have some reunion with his old friends. so me and my sisters and friend manage to called up few of our old friends out on sunday. So, our gathering is in…….noodle house. haha! It was a good one after so long we din meet each other. hehe!
half part of the gang
the other half of the gang..hehe!
We had a little “hanging out” the next day at parkson…and got to scroll around
the town square seeing all the christmas trees. This would be the second year they organizing christmas tree decoration by few big companies…i wonder who will win this year. lol!
christmas tree
Snow man~
Anyways, it’s been so long i did not update anything..and suddenly i wanna update … i don’t know how to write. haha! Guess i need to write more often. Hopefully i can..been very busy lately though. Hectic weeks….BIG TIME! Something happens..but i guess i just gonna keep its nothing serious. lol!
Heya!!
Sorry that i did not update anything lately.
Kinda busy though.
Don’t know what to say right now…cos i’m so tired
So tired of working~
Yeah…things changed~~I started teaching now..
Busy preparing slides..
Chemisty~~ the subject i hate the most…but in the end..i need to teach that subject
Everything has to be patient….after all it just gaining experience..
I’m happy..but tired…so don’t mind about that
Don’t know what i said…oklah…I end it with a piece of my working area…my desk~
I cleaned my desk earlier on..that’s why it looked so tidy..haaha!
So, it’s been almost 3 weeks that i’ve been busy managing the new books. Been a stressful weeks for me though cos i’m the only one handling the books in the library at first. Oh well, things had been going well so far apart from the busy-ness in the library. I went to the road show last week and it was a fun one, though all the students look blur blur most of the time.. it reminds me a lot when i was in secondary school. Where i just simply asked around and took all the brochure and sometimes free gift..and then throw it away by the end of the day. haha! Now i know how it feels when i’m the one doing the road show trying to convince the student to study in the academy. lol! It was fun though. i had great fun. :p
Well, moving on with the library…i’ve finish 2 big boxes of book in just 3 days..normally it took me almost a week to finish one box. But with the help of Miss Sandy or Mrs Huras (the wife of the canadian lecturer here), I can now sit down and relax..heeh! She volunteered to help me after looking me doing all the works alone. Well, I’m really glad she helped out…and i don’t know how many times have i say thank you to her..haha! oh well, i’m just so happy…:p
Anyway, it’s time for me to go back..so…that’s my updated blog..at least i update something..:p….goodbye ..cya
sorry for the late update..but today i’m not updating anything also…haihz..very tired and very lazy. Maybe i will update soon….tomorrow probably…or day after tomorrow…haihz..duno when. depends on my mood la…Been addicted to facebook game the whole time i’m online is because of the game, apart from being busy at work. Anyway..just wanna say a quick “hi”..and will update as soon as possible.
chao~
hi all,
It’s been a while that i have not update anything in this blog. Been very busy lately actually especially with the grand opening things. hehe! It’s been a week that the opening thing over and only now i wanted to write something about it. So it’s not a really updated one. Don’t mind la..i still want to share it cos though it has been a hectic week doing this thing..but it was quite an experience for me. Well, I was in charge on invitation things…so, for the whole week i’ve been finding all the companies address and telephone number as well as fax number all around sarawak and also some in west malaysia. This was the first time i saw so many VIPs in my life. I get to see the chief minister so near in front of my eyes and got to shake hand with him. Not that i’m a big fan of those politicians but for me, it’s something that we never get to experience it often. hehe! The ceremony was a big success and i’m kinda proud of myself and everyone who’s involved. hehe! There were ups and downs during the preparation and i’m glad i mean very glad that i was all over!!!! Next time, if this thing gonna repeat again, i will never want to be involve in invitation things anymore. hehe! but i hope there will be no more.
During the preparation..
Signing of the visitor book
The dinner was a nice one in term of the environment but the food suck. I stomach wasn’t full and the soup as well as fried rice was tasteless. All of us have to wear batik and for the ladies have to wear baju melayu. You see, all my ladies collegues wore baju kebaya and i’m the only one wearing baju kurung. During our preparation for the dinner they all were well prepared with nice dress and pretty make ups. And me, i did the make up myself and i don’t know how to manage my hair. Luckily my friend help me to tying up my hair…anyway, they were all look very pretty and praising each other except me. :p and guess what..i got many comments from students saying that i’m pretty *wink**wink* … so happy. wuahah! Not that i’m perasan but that’s the fact that the student really told me that..wuahah! I should have took lots and lots of pictures that night..infact it was a lot already in my camera but in others cameras……………………i think i should stop..sorry. :p
with Yoga or also known as joshua
with the state swimmer..eeyazz
with the students and 2 collegues
with derek
There will be a road show in one the school in sibu here in october and i’m looking forward to it. I hope it will be a fun one. :p
hiya all..just another day in the library..which my desk happened to be here. Not that i really hate the job. I just don’t like dealing with books. Being a librarian is totally out of my expectation and it has nothing related to my field. I know it’s hard to find a job. And i should not complain about my job. I’m sorry..but i can’t help it.. i need to say it out otherwise i will just keep it inside and be depress all the time. hehe! Not until that bad la. still in a process finding a better one though..hope there are luck for me to get a better job. hehe!
Meanwhile, yesterday i worked though it’s sunday. Why? Because they were rushing the auditing thing which happen to be today and tomorrow. You see..what makes me mad is that..almost the whole staff (young one where they are so called “one team”) stayed back to help out and i didn’t know anything about that. Well, of course auditing thing is not most of us did..only those lecturers and the admin staff did it..the rest only helped out. One of the staff called the director mention about me, and the other guy … saying that i DID NOT HELP OUT! I was burning when i heard that..They never ask me to stay..cling to that group..eat together..saw me leave the campus never stop me..and now i will be blame for something i didn’t know and that is not my fault. Ok then, i came yesterday as i told..helped out from 10am to 9pm…but then the guy admitted..is he who called the director and mention me when we wanted to go back last night. So it’s ok..i forgave him..at least he was sorry..and i told them..next time if u guys need any help please inform. if we are not around..please call. Don’t keep on doing and want us to help but never ask and then say us behind our back…i’m busy with my own things also..i didn’t know what they are doing or how the progress goes..just like they don’t know what i’m doing also. I don’t mind to help..but don’t complain us when u guys are the one who never ask me. Don’t expect me to know everything what goes on in the campus. You don’t even know how many new books arrived and how many books i have to wrap and how long i took to find the code for each book. I’m sorry for the complain..but this is what i feel (and still feel a little).
p.s: Sorry la..no picture…I have so much things to update..but then it became outdated already..i will try to update the latest event asap..cos kinda lazy to write my blog lately. hehe!
